I'm a bit worried about myself at the moment.

Actually I'm not sure if even I should be feel worried. I feel extremely healthy and I am more than happy with my life and where where I am at the moment. I'm even currently contented with my current path in life I'm taking. Yet. I'm noticing some things in my life now that are... worrying. In point form:

1. I'm starting to forget things very easily

I've always had very bad short-term memory but I'm beginning to realize that it's getting a little bit more pronounced lately. Like, if I don't actually sit down and put an effort to remember what I want/need to remember, it is highly probable that I'll forget it in the next hour or so. Plus, I also now notice how much I depend on my mobile phone to keep track of stuff.


2. I have a bubble tea addiction.

Yes laugh but this is serious. Roughly about a month ago, I suddenly developed this craving for bubble tea and I kid you not, since then I've been drinking this damn drink nearly 7 days a week! It has become somewhat of a "comfort" drink to me. Even my dreams have bubble tea in it. >_< 3. My appetite has gone slightly haywire.
This is more confusing than worrying. Some days, I'm as hungry as a buffalo where I can eat up to 3 HUGE meals in a day yet there are some days where I feel like I just ate a whole mountain after having just a sandwich (or something of equivalent size). The weird thing about this is that I don't see any pattern. It just come and goes.

4. I've lost about 10 kgs.

I think this is the most worrying of all. I've always been comfortable with my 76~78kg weight but about a month ago, I noticed my weight dropped down to about 72kg which I thought was ok since it's always good to lose a couple of pounds. Today? I stepped on the weighing scale and saw a big fat number 68 staring back at me. I can't even remember when was the last time I was below 70kg. When I was 17? That was like 8 years ago!

So yeap. These are the things that I'm worried yet not worried about (yes, I know that is an oxymoron).

In all honesty, I really don't feel anything is wrong with me at the moment. I do sports nearly everyday without any problems or feeling tired, I don't feel lethargic the whole day and I'm not even the slightest bit sick!

So, why I can't shake off this niggling worry about myself? :(